Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

I wonder which is worse. Trying to memorise every memory left of you, or putting it all behind, to eventually forget.

But I tell myself I shouldn't. I should retain all memories because I'm worried that with human minds acting like a sieve, I would eventually forget all small details within time. What good would come out of that? After all, it was a good memory to hold.

I'm only sadden to remember how you would hold me closer and tighter because my phone beeped. On how after every text I'm done typing, you would come back and cradle me with your firm arms. How you would entwin your fingers into mine throughout the night and kiss my little fingers in the morning. On how you assure me that you wouldn't make me do things I wouldn't want to, just perfectly comfortable with just sleeping in together.

The worse part of it all, we are separated by the universe where we may never see each other again. All we would only share are those few days of knowing each other.

8,120 km of flying and 5 hours of difference in the world.

I'll look back from many years ahead and smile at this little something we shared worthwhile.

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City