"You hold people back and build your damn walls..."
I tell myself that those words were only uttered due to your momentary rage of anger. I deny such blasphemy, stating that "No, I've let you in, in many ways of our friendship".
But I look back and discover the notions of truth in those verbal words. I only chose to share, not because I truly wanted to. But because it was only polite to, an obligation to our friendship. Many a times I am obligated to share filtered thoughts due to the pang of guilt that people are sharing more than I can afford to provide. I would bring myself to provide, so that I would not fall short / deprive the other party. It would somewhat seem... selfish of myself. I don't think I fully comprehend such guilt either, it probably doesn't make any sense to others at all.
These notions I get. I wish I had a switch to turn it all off.
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